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MayIt’s 5:12 AM and I am not asleep.
Why?
What is so important that my mind won’t let me sleep?
Won’t let me “sleep on it” because sleeping means you wouldn’t really be thinking.
What’s so important?
Why am I awake?
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MayBaby, I’m going to spoil you.
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MayI’ve tried too hard too many times.
I deserve some effort in return.
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uimi:
Too good to not share.
LOL. At first i was like Po-Az? Wut? And then i got it. LOL HOly fuck that’s hilarious.
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MayWow.
And to think you were the one I was going to drop everything for.
To think that everyone before you were flings and you were going to be the one that would stay.
No, that didn’t happen, did it?
You turned into one of those people I try not to interact myself with, the one’s that suddenly ignore you for no reason, with no explanation.
I’m sorry things didn’t go your way with what you did, but I don’t really know how you can take it out on me.
I understand that you barely communicated with other people, too.. But I was supposed be the one you could talk to, the one that didn’t judge you, the one that would listen to you rant, to let you vent to.. But no.
You went the opposite way and completely ignored me.
Answered me at the wrong time.
And answered wrongly.
I wish you were the one that stuck with me.
You were so sweet at the beginning, then I felt like I was the only one trying and then it happened, you ended it.
Ended it in the worst way in which you completely dropped the communication between us.
You were the one I was going to risk my feelings and emotions for, the one that I was willing to get hurt by from the distance and extreme loneliness from not physically being able to be there with you.
The hurt and rejection you put me through by ignoring me was 100x worse.
But I thank you, thank you for letting me know that you were not going to put effort in this before a real relationship was to happen.
You weren’t a waste of time for me, but thank you for not dragging me along, to not actually waste my time in the end.
I only wish you could explain to me, to tell me why this ended how it ended, to give me closure.
Cause I feel like every time I actually try, every time I actually put my all into a relationship or a blooming relationship, it ends. And it makes me feel like I shouldn’t try anymore. To give up and accept the fact that I will find no one willing to risk their own feelings and emotions for me.
That I’m not worth anyone’s time, words, feelings, or love and that I’ll always be taken for granted.
I’m a hopeless romantic, what can I say?
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MayA Koala eating an apple for lunch, in Perth, Western Australia. [x]
Oh just chilling, eatin’ an apple. Nomnom.
(Source: asktaylors, via danniek)
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MayI wonder what the first impression of me was from every person that I have met.
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MayWhat once was the most important thing in your life
suddenly becoming nothing but a distant memory.
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I DIED LMFAO OMFGRemember the iCarly episode when Carly and Freddie have sex?
AHAHAHHA omg
KJDHLKDG OMFGGG
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMFG I CAN’T
LOLOLOLOLOLOL AHAHAHHA OH GAWHH XD
JKDSHFKDJSHF WHAT THE FUCK
OMFG AHFUWIEFHVGIUWRHVIU LOOOL
KILL ME NOW
(Source: ruinedchildhood, via erryn-ftw)
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